Saturday, October 30, 2010

October ♥ Early celebrate

This morning he give me a call .. and that i just want wake ..
next i breakfast with family .. so geliii that tomyam mii ! yuckkss !
finish eat than my sister and me fetch that mafan ' sister go suria =]
than go take the cake and we two so hurry to go the hotel design the room give him a birthday surprise
finish design le ..

next .. we go fetch him ..my sister ask him eat already ?
what he say ? ''borneo eat''xD cause i tell him go borneo hanggai ! =D
then i 偷笑 ! kakakaaaa .
than go dabao chicken rice .. cause we at hotel till 3pm ><''
he haven eat lagi .. and we lie him buy for frend ^^
when reach hotel .. my sis deliberately say ''nah ~ qi go give my frend this rice''
i almost laugh =D tak boleh tahan ~
then im so fast go cafe take cake and run to room .. so NERVOUS !
ARGHHH! TAKE OFF MY SHOSE! 
then take out the cake and insert the candles .. 
and then wait the two guys up .. and i stand in toilet wait ..
then i hear her sound .. then she open the door , and ''erhmm'' 
then i think he is first in the door .. then i say ''HAPPY BIRTHDAY''
mana tahu that is my sister .. then she Intimidated .
then i laugh .. then HE say ''uhhh ? why like that'' 
hahaa .. that time i very paisee and zadao ! C=
than he blow the candles and wishing ..
and take photo =)
NEXT NEXT NEXT !!
IS OUR TIME !! TAKE PICTURE OW YEAAH
LAST .. WE GO WISMA GAIGAI ♥
 than i want buy 2 shirt .. then he ask howmuch .. then i say the people give me 2 RM 1oo..then i so shy cause i want take my wallet he nt give he just ask my like or not the shirt .. then i say i just want one only .. than he buy for me TWO ! 
damn ! so shit ow me .. celebrate his birthday hanggai still want he buy >.<  
♥ THANK YOU DARLING ♥
 
than we go suria again .. meet my mafan sis and go eat pizza .wahaaaaha fat lar !
 we saw HER is with my sister .. im nothing .cause 我已放下了 .
then SHE IS TALK WITH HIM .. i still ok =) 我相信他♥
 
BLAAA~bLA BLA!
FINISH EAT THEN JALAN JALAN !
NOTHING SPECIAL <3
 
 我爱 ♥ 今天

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Today no special thing = ]

In the morning .. i can't wake up .. last i still is blur blur to goo washh face! 
when reach class ler .. avvy is stand in front the door already .. she say ''FIONA''
SO I JUST SAY HI TO HER haha ~
and Yang2 ask me why dint come sch many day .. I THINK ..GOT MANY DAY MER ? -.- 
than i ans he lazy go sch lo !

and HE reach class ady .. then talk talk talk ~
blablaaaa !
and we need to go dewan senamrobik again ==
and i was so shy to dance lee .. and HE like kid dance lagi ! --''
teacher still say he pandai LOL .
and next we go computer lap .. got my name and avvy and his frens !
actually is HE write in the paper d ! yau yau also want to see avvy geh~haaha
 

RECESS LOR !! eat eat eattt ..just me ,him and wong &jennifer sit with us..
and SHE dunno go where sit lur .
after recess we need to go back lap PC again !
 
AND TODAY SHE STILL NO TALK WITH ME .
NEVER MIND .. I WAIT . 
TODAY IS NO ANY SPECIAL *

Monday, October 25, 2010

NO go school today ..
cause i think HER also don't want talk with me le. .
nvm .. i ady send a msg ytd to AV ask her to take care HER ady  .
Hope she will happy today .  
我跟她的确发生了一些事情 .. 
 If relly is me think too much .. i wont think again ..
If relly is me think too much .. write those thgs to you ..
make you like fan and why me aways think too much ..
then i wont think again .
IF me write those thgs to you make u dislike .
i can say sorry to you . 
BUT WHY ?
 why must treat me like that ?!

我只是紧张,过于保护,珍惜和注重你这个'' 朋友''
为什么 ?? 我就是不懂我写到这样 .. 有什么OVER ? 
我对你有不够好 ?你要什么我都能给你 .. 是我一相情愿 ?
WHY i will write whatever to you about that RELATIONSHIP ?
cause we say already .. after relationship then married ..
ya .. just play , but why u want change ? can tell 1st ..?
what you hurt now ? i make your hand till hurt .. why u like feel dunno what happen to me NOW?
if u not my lurly girl , lurly sister ,lurly frend .. 
i wont pull ur hand ! i keep explained to you .. but why u want say just because K.T that things ? i can know ur feeling..u sad..i know !
but why ?? i keep pull ur hand why u want to let go ?
the moment .. im so sad ..
我们曾说过的未来 , 梦想就没有了 ..我不懂你在想什么
当我最后拉着你的手 .. 你松开了你的手 ..
让我觉得你是放弃了我这朋友 .. 
那时我不知要做些什么了 .. 对我来说你很重要 .
为什么 ? 因为我们有着同样的梦想 .. 我们会偶尔谈到未来 ..
I still remember what i tell you .. '' 朋友是没有永远 ''
but what you answer me ? 
''我觉得我们会洛 .. 你看 , 我们争吵了那么多次..
还是可以维持到现在的好朋友''
I STILL REMEMBER !!
就算没有姐妹做 ..我也愿意做你的朋友..
我已经心满意足了 ..但你一次机会都不肯给 .
跟你相处了3年 .. 我真的知道你是怎样的人 .
我以为我们真的有永远 .. 但是永远还没到 ..眼前还有2年的时间 ..
就能达成我们要去的目标 .可是竟然想不到 ~
今天你连话都不肯更我说 .. 我说了道歉你还想怎样?!

他说 :'' 他自得你为她哭吗 ? '' 她现在当你是什么你也不知到 . 是你自己一相情愿 . ''
我听了真的很伤心 .我只知道今天 ..我没有刻意要哭给你看.
 你还是我的好朋友 , 好姐妹 永远在我心中 .
我跟她的确发生了一些事情 .. 
 If relly is me think too much .. i wont think again ..
If relly is me think too much .. write those thgs to you ..
make you like fan and why me aways think too much ..
then i wont think again .
IF me write those thgs to you make u dislike .
i can say sorry to you . 
BUT WHY ?
 why must treat me like that ?!

我只是紧张,过于保护,珍惜和注重你这个'' 朋友''
为什么 ?? 我就是不懂我写到这样 .. 有什么OVER ? 
我对你有不够好 ?你要什么我都能给你 .. 是我一相情愿 ?
WHY i will write whatever to you about that RELATIONSHIP ?
cause we say already .. after relationship then married ..
ya .. just play , but why u want change ? can tell 1st ..?
what you hurt now ? i make your hand till hurt .. why u like feel dunno what happen to me NOW?
if u not my lurly girl , lurly sister ,lurly frend .. 
i wont pull ur hand ! i keep explained to you .. but why u want say just because K.T that things ? i can know ur feeling..u sad..i know !
but why ?? i keep pull ur hand why u want to let go ?
the moment .. im so sad ..
我们曾说过的未来 , 梦想就没有了 ..我不懂你在想什么
当我最后拉着你的手 .. 你松开了你的手 ..
让我觉得你是放弃了我这朋友 .. 
那时我不知要做些什么了 .. 对我来说你很重要 .
为什么 ? 因为我们有着同样的梦想 .. 我们会偶尔谈到未来 ..
I still remember what i tell you .. '' 朋友是没有永远 ''
but what you answer me ? 
''我觉得我们会洛 .. 你看 , 我们争吵了那么多次..
还是可以维持到现在的好朋友''
I STILL REMEMBER !!
就算没有姐妹做 ..我也愿意做你的朋友..
我已经心满意足了 ..但你一次机会都不肯给 .
跟你相处了3年 .. 我真的知道你是怎样的人 .
我以为我们真的有永远 .. 但是永远还没到 ..眼前还有2年的时间 ..
就能达成我们要去的目标 .可是竟然想不到 ~
今天你连话都不肯更我说 .. 我说了道歉你还想怎样?!

他说 :'' 他自得你为她哭吗 ? '' 她现在当你是什么你也不知到 . 是你自己一相情愿 . ''
我听了真的很伤心 .我只知道今天 ..我没有刻意要哭给你看.
 你还是我的好朋友 , 好姐妹 永远在我心中 .

Sunday, October 24, 2010

难道是我一相情愿 ?! '' 朋友 ''

为什么每一次对你那么好 , 你都是无动于衷 ? 是我一相情愿吗 ?难道 ....
我们 .. 不像是姐妹 .. 而是普通朋友那么简单 .. 
我很确定我没有重色情友.. 自从我们那一次的争吵后 ..我就知道是我没有理到你 ..
可是我现在都一直在改变我任性 .. 为什么你们两个开始不停地忽略我 ?
就算有男友陪着我..是开心 ,但 ..另一半的心 是放在你们两个好友的一方面..
为什么你们俩不能以真心朋友对待我 ..? 为什么都是我一相情愿 ?
朋友再多 ..也比不过真心朋友 不是吗 ? 是姐妹的话 , 为什么要彼此隐瞒 ? 
有什么事为什么不能坦白说 .. ? 对你来说 .. 我就是你的 '' 朋友 '' ?

干姐姐 .. 我对你也是一相情愿 我知道 ..
我不停的对你好 .. 也比不过你身边的朋友 .. 对吧 ? 
我认识你第三3年 , 大概也知道你是怎样的人 ..
我知道你最近很忙 , 我也没有打扰你 打给你 ...
你是我最尊敬的人 .. 为什么你跟我好朋友一样 .. 也要忽略我 ? 
为什么我身边的人都不真心对我 ??

是我人格的问题吗 ?
我是非常注重友情的人 .. 朋友 .. 不要伤害我好吗 ? ;( 

Saturday, October 23, 2010

HE AND ME :)

THIS afternoon with HIM go yoyo cafe .. before out .. got some unhappy thgs .. 
keep call she and HIM.. but them also no pick up my phone.. call how many times also dint pick up .. 
suddenly HE call me .. he tell me he bathing .. so nothing lor ~
and dunno why very angry HER .she is helping her sister do hair .. 
so i post at fb say '' hate who the person not pick up my phone go eat shit. ''
and im think she will comment .. how i know she angry me and tell HIM ,if want face to face say .. dun talk at behind . so sad she say like that .. i know that 's my wrong .. so i relly nothing to say.
i keep send sorry msg to her .. but she not reply .. at like dont want me this K sister ady .... 



at yoyo CAFE.


SO SI SIT !


After finish our dinner .. TAke by Bonnie .(DARk)

Anywhere today is a bad day and happyday to me .<3

Friday, October 22, 2010

New Blog ;)

Have a new blog .. cause old that one forgot password >.<

arghhh ! ytd A.Y drive .. he say want brg me LONG GAI ~
then when he drive i keep talk and say him drive so scary ,, 
talk talk talk ~~ what he say to me ? ! ''you very ojibalaaa'' ><''
so shit ! cause i keep say him hahaa xD
nahh .. macam sangat pandai ><



wheeeeeeeee ~ Ltr go yoyo cafe with HIM  <3